Sorry to hear about your mom Ambi. Life has a way of throwing us curveballs. I was talking to one of my former co-workers yesterday and she was reflecting on how they were by my in-laws less than two weeks before my mother-in-law passed away and how much life she and my father-in-law had only for both of them to leave us three weeks apart. I wouldn't try to tell you that it will get easier but I would be lying. I do pray that you get the strength to deal with it.