God is the provider of all things. Jesus is the way to His benevolence.
How do I grasp such goodness?
It is good to believe in Christ, because He is the answer to all of mankind's sorrows. Just the mention of His name bring comfort in seeking. To mention His redeeming blood gives protection. And, for His sacrifice, for those who believe in Him, He offers His charge of the ministering angels.
All of that is accepted by faith.
For me, I wanted to be absolutely sure. I wasn't really too keen in accepting just the formula. Then, I was reminded of my Prof. of Static and Dynamics class saying, "try not to memorize the formulas, but instead, pay more emphasis on the principles. Once the principles are grasp, then they can be applied to any situation."
For that seeking, The Book of Enoch was given a short time after. It explained the coming of the Elect One.
It is nicely stated, "He is in the bosom of the Ancient of Days."
I grasped His coming and why He came.