Have you stopped bothering your mother to tell you who your father is fool? you know that as a runaround sue, she possibly can't do so with any degree of certainty. I have no interest in knowing who you are either. I am not alone in seeing your group as a stain on world. People all over the world have come to recognize how little your group offers that is beneficial and how much of a burden it places on the world's resources. No doubt you have a bit more of an issue as you obviously suffer from mental illnesses. And you will still not be able to lay claim to a continuous relationship that comes anywhere close to 35 years. You just don't have what it takes.