Crucifixion was to join the soul and body of Jesus and this feels improper and inhumane. I think my anxiety is caused by my thinking joining my mind with my body or matter as I look about. God murdered my lord to control the world with time. Krishna may have been Jesus. Using the theory of light is how the illuminati controls the mind and I think they are to blame also.
1) What is your theory of light?
I think it may be the contact of God and the Devil that cancels the fear of the spirit as force converts into the energy of Lucifer. I will have to think of my mind joining with the physical body as some type of energy and not anxiety.
2) Do any of you suffer with anxiety and do you experience indecision and temporary memory loss?